Drogo’s silence spread in the air that surrounded him, making a fog that engulfed his very existence. Untouched by the transition that was all around him in the town of Mata, he continued to be the one that refused change. The people who mainly worked in the toy factory were scattered around in the mud houses that looked like upside down tea cups in an age old tea party. The air was always dry and the sun stood lonely. The town was detached from the rest of the world except for the occasional few mails that somehow made its way through the heavy range of blue mountains that guarded the north and the calm grey desert that secluded the south.
Drogo was one of those old lamp posts that held no lines. He was forgotten by time that left him at nowhere. His beard carried what he ate his entire life. His eyes were fading into the skull. Wrinkles that somehow made a map on his face. The clothes that couldn’t be categorized into any genre, just a sheet with holes sheltering a broken body inside. His main company was the concrete floor on which he laid a mat to sleep. Under the solemn shade of a pavement with the rest of the building that remains as an unfinished design that failed to come to life. The floor would change its color to suite the climate. Fascinated by this, Drogo made love to it, passionate love.
There was no one else in this part of the alley. The rats that fed on the pile of garbage at the further end were often subjected to the vile stories that Drogo narrated, with every emotion expressed in great ferocity with his actions and granite voice. After a while, the stories gradually faded into a big void and all his expressions turned into a bitter cold stare. The vermin fled, bored of hoping for a happy ending.
Drogo was not like the others in town. He never listened to the news or worked in the factory. On the brink of dawn, he would wake up from his loved one’s bosom, stare at his right thumb for a solid five minutes. When he had finished taking in all the details, the position of the tiny bits of dirt, the cracks on the skin due to the arid air and the nail that never grew right, he will bite down hard till the thumb left the rest of his finger and rolled into his mouth. He could feel the texture that he was staring at, he could taste it. A moment of euphoria, a moment where Drogo felt alive. Blood oozing out like an open tap, the red thick liquid warming his body. The thumb still in his mouth and Drogo savoring it with light and unusual bites at regular intervals. As he swallowed it, his want was finally satisfied.
This was his daily morning routine. People found it strange, a man eating his own thumb every day. They looked at him with disgust and hate. They looked at him as a cannibal, an old creeper that has lost its mind. They talked about him whenever he passed by their gaze. The man who ate his thumbs every day, The Thumbker they called him. One of the dwellers of Mata, a factory worker just like the others said ‘Look at that fella, nibbling on his thumb every morning. It’s strange to look at it. Shudders my skin when I see it. It reminds me of those old shaky trains back in those days, shaky and loose. Nuts and bolts all over the place and still can’t hold it together.’
The people of the town never could understand Drogo eating his thumb. It was forbidden. You could eat any of your fingers other than the thumb. No one knew why it was forbidden. It was like that from as long as anyone could remember. Every morning they ate a finger and overnight it grew back, no one dared touch the thumb, somehow it was prohibited. Somehow it was wrong. The people accepted that it was wrong and labelled Drogo a mad man.
The town had a carnival coming up at the festival of the bloody one. A carnival where they celebrated the taste of their own meat. They ate their finger and rejoiced the birth of their new year. This year it was no different, wild music and wine. Young and the old all gathered around the center square. With the streets smelling of fresh blood and the warmth from all the passion spreading like a wide plague. In the middle of this commotion was Drogo. Lost among the people, chewing on his thumb, avoiding the unwanted attention. Five seconds later he was on the ground, struggling and screaming. Trying to get someone’s attention and he finally did.
There he was, on the ground with all the people in the town looking at him. He was rolling and shaking. Trying to say something but choking on the words. His hands tried to grip the concrete road to ease the pain. In a moment his stomach exploded and thousands of thumbs walked out, they picked Drogo’s light body and buried it under the floor that he used to sleep.